Steven flew to Melbourn about an hour ago to attend a conference for two days. We have not been apart in years and it feels very odd for him to be so far away and for us be here without him in Sydney. So here I am with Callum and Conrad,  they doing homework and me doing work and playing all the music Steven and I listened to 27 years ago. This of course makes  me even more aware that he is not here. The worst thought is that Melbourne is so far away and it freaks me out a bit that he is on a plane without us.